tired

I am the worst blogger ever lately.

Here's the truth. I'm kind by exhausted by the whole faith crisis thing. I'm sick of thinking about it. It makes my brain hurt. It makes my soul tired.

And if I am honest, I'm a little spooked. Because the more I think about it ... the more I look at things critically ... the less I seem to believe anything I once believed. And so I think I'm scared. Because I'm afraid if I think too much about it, the final, fragile shreds of faith I have left will completely dissipate ... until there's nothing more of it. And then what?

So I'm ignoring it all. Trying my very best not to think about any of it. Ahhh. Sweet repression.