10.21.2010

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Sometimes, when I think back over two years and how much has changed, I think, how the hell did I get here? Which is why I was happy to come across this poor, neglected blog. As I skim back over my words, I remember the why and the how of leaving a faith that was once so real and so true to me.


So now, I am in my post-faith-crisis world. I find myself firmly rooted outside the Christian circle that was once home to me. This world felt ill-fitting for a long time. And it still does every once in awhile. But mostly it feels really honest. And in this post-faith-crisis world of mine, the new challenge is no longer so much figuring out what I do and do not believe. But trying to find beauty and truth and meaning and connectedness in new ways.